hais. tuddae saddest and sweetest goodbye mans. dun haf mood to blog but just blog anyway, for memory.

year book and report book! the most awaited books for the day! hahahs. i dropped mans.
class position:7/40[used to be 4th]
level position:67/3..[used to be 45]
year book! damn kitmin wasnt inside! and winston didnt look nice. two disappoinments of it. yeah hahhas. after school stayed back! woo it was a fun and memorable one! after school was autograph session larh. was signing in everyone's year book. and yg saw sth =p

then ltr we watched Scary Movie 3. hahhas it was damn hilarious man! laugh until like wad liddat i tell you. esp the first part The Ring. LOL

yeah then we took pics and stuff. played netball and stuff. and keith rawked! he made my dae. thanks ferr yerr farewell present man! woo you rawk.

then ltr fiany mardhiah yg and erfi played tis dare game. then wen it was fiany's turn, we made her sae 'i tink ur hot' to kester. LOL damn funny. thn i bet kes turned ego and stuff. next dare fiany had to take was to say 'i think ure hotter than kes' to winston in front of kes. but in the end nber larh. hahas the kes one fun enough liaos.

haiis tuddae is a sad one. but it was overall touching yeah and im certain that the people around me sure care for me and stuff (:
mardhaih with her tears
yg with her words and emotions
chenghao and his testi
the netballers and their present for me
keith and his farewell present for me

dunno why isnt ing here =x haiis nbermind. will miss you guys loads. this time is the first time that i dont feel like going back at all. even PSLE also nber liddat. but nbermind, just a shoutout to my friends

I LOVE YOU GUYS!

&devil disguises 11:20 PM

wow first bazaar and it sorta rocked larh. cept ferr some parts

first thing i realised when i reached school was i forgot to bring my clip! so i dragged yg down with me to buy larh. then i saw keith and ali there. nice and so i called tinghui. and she was downstairs at the toilet and she knew he was there too. smart -_-" then later when going up that time, kes pushed me after talking to me. oh damn you doesnt mean that im small sized means you can do that cans.

then later in class. damnit muhammad scolded me for the second time. cause that time felicia said she wanted to go to the toilet, then later i walk out of the class and i saw muhammad. then i walk back in, only to realise that felicia havent even left her damn seat. then muhammad scolded me larh. knn second time omg

okay bazaar. didnt really do anything though. first thing, keith told me that ali knows that tinghui likes him. he sae tt morning wen they were together that time he told him. omgg scary. then kes was asking which gal like ali. thats like so stupid cans. hhahas ofc cannot tell larh. then later after sorta 'doing something' at my stall then started walking arnd liia0s. go hall with tinghui. yeah then walked around like some kinda retards cause someone wanna look at someone. oh yeah and once kes scared me with his fingernails. second shock was his make up. OMG THATS FUCKING GAY. then he was like. kiss me eh gort gal kiss me alrdy eh. wth. then ltr hahahs wynne did that hand thing at weirong's stall with someone horh. hahas so sweet mans.

then ltr i saw keith kissing kes o.o and nxt shock i got was wen suddenly keith tok to me from behind and when i turned i was like 'OMG' larh cus he looekd like... wads more he ask dumb question 'eh nice anot' walao eh. and he also made his fingernails lorh. what more can i say of them? simply one word GAY (:

oh then later i saw one thing which spoilt my entire mood larh. for the whole bazaar stuff. nbermind. tinghui had her bad dae too. then ltr had to go down to clean up? i dont know hahahs i didnt do anything thats what i remember. thn ltr kes and keith again. yeah they tell me kiss them omg gort that 'nice' faces wait long long mans. then later was talent search. walao we were right at the back lorh so short some more. oh yah and minghong got chased out of the school. hahahs. jj escaped i guess. and flavalicious won larh. as expected. lols and syaza wasnt there for the dance. but they were still hot larh. natt, shanad, phatiha, shaz and gang.

then after school betty julia and me hahahs. we're the anti-socials man. sitting there at banquet like some retards talking among ourselves and not eating. ruiwen suggested having lunch with coach, as expected. and yeah trng sucks like hell man and i rested. felt like all my blood rushing up to my brain then like headache liddat. numb larh. thn ltr i joined back the trng and did the PT with them. damnit my tummy havent recover yet lorh. the new coach sucks larh. dunnoe why so many coaches for what man. school too rich alrdy. spend on the audi larh walao! trng sucks like hell mans

thn after tt took bus to bedok and ate jap food for dinner with yushan, cheryl and tinghui (:

&devil disguises 10:51 PM

today's chinese class was funny mans. esp that time i was reading the passage. it was damn malu larh! walao so many wrong words and stuff. oh thn ltr yg, fiona and i were talking abt kwon sang woo with liu lao shi also larh. thn finish talkin alr thn she walk away liike half skipping liddat omg hahahs she so happy. thn lesson end alrdy, yg and me were like 'quan xiang yu quan xiang yu!' thn she like tou xiao l0rh. thn i sae 'eh tou xiao hahahs' thn ltr from behind me, she suddenly pull my rubber band o.o guess she's living out the child in her aye? oops =x

thn ltr lit lesson tt tyme, felicia, chin kiat, hamizan, adib, chenghao, kenny and i went around pasting posters and stuff again. oh and yeah banjamin tagged along thanks to you-know-who. hahash yeah. thn ltr at the street soccer court that time, chenghao, kenny, banjamin and i walked away cux wanted to see the rabbits or sth. hahash. leaving felicia alone with the other guys man. and then later go up that time at first chenghao sae wan go toilet zuo ai with banjamin one but ltr dunno wad happen. thn kes they all ther duno doing wad also. and yeah, later in class banjamin was damn worried. cus i sae ltr felicia kena raped by the guys. oops ahhahs.

then after school. hahahs corny mans. keith walked past us and we were like 'EH WYNNE!' keith gort look at us larh. but that time dunno wer the wynne go mans. haiis. thn ltr gort one tyme wen talk abt keith thn suddenly wynne keep quiet =x ahhahs. but he went early anw awww~ thn gort heavy rain. thunder lightning and stuff. everyone was screaming mans including me ofc. walao damn heavy sia. it's like the middle of the canteen also can get wet one. walao! and ltr wynne risked her life going home when there was still a little bit of lightning. oh and she missed it all larh! cus ltr keith smsed me and asked if i was still in school. he wanted to see if he wanna come back to play netball. oh man wynne go back for what?! but he never come back anyway, nobody stay back mahs.

&devil disguises 5:40 PM

today sorta sucked larh. first thing was ipw. well yeah it was boring and all. but at least fiona can see her *ahem* and amalya can see her *ahem* and amalya finds jeffery cute. hahahs and chenghao went like. dunno larh cus jeffery his gent mahs. and he dont dare go near him cus must greet. hahahas. oh and in audi dunno who tinghui looking at arh. and cus of that she loves imee. -_-"

and yeah recess was fun aye tinghui? hahhas she looked at someone eat for so long lorh. and kester shooting is sorta pro but i think that far shot that he shot in was tyco one. well anw tinghui arh. haiis. whole recess dunno doing wad larh. going crazy. but i help herr exaggerate and make the noise. hahhas.

oh kenny likes listening to jazz music (x

then lit period we went arnd pasting posters. thn when i was at second floor pasting. suddenly tinghui they all called me. and i guess tinghui was damn happy cus someone was there too right? yeah and after school before trng i bet tinghui was happy too larh. but trng sucked like hell cans. it was shit. cept ferr the part wen laura and beatty came in? then wynne and me started to sing 'tell laura i love her' and damn you wynne i got addicted. o.o and tinghui arh tinghui. i bet she loved today cus she saw him *ahem* hahahs. and ltr after trng we ate the stuff coach bought for us. and evonne even created a song while squeezing the thing xD. hahahs.

TELL LAURA I LOVE HER (:

&devil disguises 8:30 PM

well today kenny, chenghao, amalya, janice and i went to fiona's house to prepare the stuff for bazaar. i was sorta half an hour late! (x srry larh i missed 32 wad thn had tu take 14. oh and ofc with guys like kenny and chenghao around, you can laugh till you drop! hahhas. it was damn hilarious and all. and oh, first thing that amalya did when we reached fiona's hse was to look at last year's year book! hahahs. everyone looks so cute larh. and oh yeah, fiona seemed like she was raped when she went in the office. cus she was screaming and all. and when she came out, chenghao say 'wah ne me kuai chuan hao yi fu arh?' hahahhas. oh and kenny has a girlfriend called 'jessica' LOL. making the thing was fun larh. and we matchmaked kenny and janice xD.

&devil disguises 9:29 PM

well today is the last dae for sec fours. so after sku it was sorta our photo taking session. ICE was looking for minghong and rachiie was looking for jj. well i called mh and he was in class! omg. then ltr we walk past the sec fours that block. yeah and jj was having lessons. hahas make rachiie so scared. then later we went back by the basketball court there (x tinghui's idea! oh yeah thn ltr the sec three plae with the netballers mah. thn kitkat was there. yah. last moments of seeing him. then ltr he went back in a blue car with plate number SDD1509Y. yah sad. hahas. then ltr i took a pic with minghong at canteen using kevin's cam. mh was suaning me lorh. sae our height diff. walao then kevin sae 'go street soccer court take she stand on top you stand below still can take!' walao!! hahhas. then afterr tt i took pic with talia. haiis sad lorh. shes nort coming bak for bazaar but she cumin bak nxt week for some stuff. yah sad almost driven to tears omg =o hahhas

then wen JJ came down we took pics with him lorh. so sad he had to leave so fast, but at least a pic right rachel? hes coming back next wed for bazaar anw and we're gonna take more pics woo. oh yah then after tt ICE, rach and me took more pics with mh at street soccer court. thn ltr their frens were outside dunno saying wad. then william was like 'too bad all his' LOL.then later we were lazing arnd in canteen. then suddenly kes and zhang came with a motorola fone and wanted a picture of me. then i was like dun wan larh [hao bu rong yi then stop tinghui from taking pic of me then come another one -_-"]] thn kes was like 'dun liddat leh gimme a cute face' im like wth dun wan larh. oh yeah kes and zhang took a pic of them LC-ing. is that gay or is that gay?!

thn ltr we wanted to play. but yeah, whenever we take out the poles and stuff the guys will always snatch it. oh and while walking to the other side of the court kes asked me wad we were talking abt. he sae we laughing laughing thn pointing. err were we even talking abt him in the first place? then later tell william help us take from kes zhang and homing [they were playing] then he also never. in the end get ball from them had to plae against kes and zhang. yah they tall lorh. walao then later err suddenly they sae their ma'am sth thn kes was like 'eh very scared eh' thn ltr aslam came and tok to them for awhile. thn zhang was like 'sorry hafta plae with you all another time' with that gentle voice lols. tink they rly like scared of their ma'am bah. weirong sae tt cherr very fierce to the guys?

oh thn one of the times wen we shouted 'bye mrs matthew' to shermane. thn i was like 'wers he arh?' thn i turn back he was right behind o.o and rachel heard him sae 'omg dun scare me' to jonathan. wtf. yeah. thn ltr tinghui and me. dun dare face him. wtf pls lorh. omg. and yeah. shermane is very smart. come down for her breaks thn still can look at him somemore o.o

thn ltr after a long time of persuading us, tinghui rachiie and me play with wf, shanti& weirong against the guys. err mh, william anddd.. duno his name =x anw william is humourous man. he noes so many tricks which make me totally go O.O anw yah they trash us. hahhas. they so tall lorh wads more so fast. and not to mention william's shooting is pro. oh and rachel fell once o.o tts scary. yah thn ltr wf and shanti went home liaos. err thn ltr still continue playing. hmms tinghui, me, minghong and tt guy formed one team [oops dunno his name] yah it was fun. plae until abt 6.30 bah. hahhas. fun mans tuddae plae. thn ltr cus i wanted to go home faster rite thn mus go tkg bus stop mahs. thn weirong tinghui and rachiie all take 33. thn left me with the 3 guys. thn william was like 'heh heh heh' tt kinda evil smile. thn rachel was like '3 feet away!' hahahahas. thn tt william arh. she bu de rachel wave until like wad liddat until mh had to sae 'ni gou ler mah?' omg hahas.

oh the video that william sent me on the song 'as long as you love me' damn hilarious! haks! added on to my happy dae (:

&devil disguises 10:18 PM

well today had alot of free periods and stuff. seriously it's getting more boring each dae during lessons. oh yah during science ms goh wanted to show us some earthquake video. then adri was like 'can watch porn?' omg. the guys all wanted porn larh. thn ltr i go to amalya and fiona there. and we slept thru it. hmms. thn ltr eng class. me, kenny and chenghao went to amalya and fiona ther do xi zi. their place sorta our headquarter larh. well it was fun ofc.

after school netball thing started again with the remaining sec three classes. hmms kester fell very gracefully. erm. hahahs. thn when 3D match. for some reasons keith couldnt shoot. and wynne was like 'walao ytd see him shoot like wanna chong bai ou xiang liddat. today dunno wad happen' yeah sticking to wynne during 3D matches are fun man. hahhas. esp wen keith is shooting o.o oh yah wen 3H matches also. laugh like siao thanks to wynne. cus of cresent-face's reaction when he cannot shoot. HAHA! then later in between wynne went to shoot. and when 3D played, surprisingly, keith's shots were damn accurate and nice. yah wynne. ur idol cannot shoot with your presence (: oh and during 3D's match against 3E. hmms ashley fell alot of times until she looks like shes gonna cry. oops and oh yah. there was almost a catfight between clarisse and that dunno wad gal o.o scary hahhas but fun to watch man. laugh like hell.

after all the matches ended. hmms prize-giving. sabo wynne and rachiie. (x they had to shout the winners. but hey, i had to tell them who are the winners and what class to say too can. paisei also. oh yah tinghui and me drew smiley faces on the board beside each winning class (:

oh yah. then zhang and keith were putting the table back thn i was like saying 'isnt that our job?' thn ltr we put the bench back. and guess what, sexyboy was there playing gk and he was sorta half-naked. he pull up his shirt larh. then he turn back somemore omg. then later we went to library to help yushan put the whiteboard mah. then later we scared weirong put the other bench back. then we rushed back o.o omg haha fun. tinghui went crazy too woo!

then after it all, tinghui yushan rachel jamie and me play lorh. oh and not to mention we spent a hard time competing with jia heng and that guy for the ball. lame lorh omg they so fucking tall and we are like so short. yao gen wo men bii. o.o oh then one time the sec fours their ball dropped. then they tell us to help them give back. then tinghui asked me to do it o.o haha ty you! =x first time it rolled back. then the guy. i forgot who he was. he sae 'just throw up and leave it there' then i just throw lorh then can ler. thn they clap. thn tinghui was like 'wah they clap for you including him' omggg wooo excited (:

then later plae for quite long. shoot that time call out some guy's name. hahhas. see whos name then can go in. oh yah hahhas when it comes to jamie, either sae justin or cresent-face sure will go in one. oops. and tinghui is so cute! gort once she ownself sae 'kenneth' and shoot. ahhahs how cute is that. well we played until we were 'chased out' hmms keith changed his pants. yushan saw that.

then after that took 33 home o.o tinghui alighted at kembangan not fair. and yah, uncle havent bought my air ticket yet. hes busy enjoying himself in malaysia now. hmms. oh yah kes keith and homing are sorta gay. i tink kes asked 'go home do what?' then all three shout 'DOTA' o.o okay the bus ride was tiring. but okay cus the way they talk i can laugh. but when taking 32 home omg can sleep. yah. and i dont know why. just now i was so like. no mood at all mans. me and mardhiah. mardhiah had a reason and the reason is sorta obvious. but mine is totally fuck. i dont know why i had no damn mood at all. but it was okay thnx to airpork (: hey not only does he provide oil and meat. he can cheer me up too! hahhas. we talked abt harry potter woo! hahhas.

&devil disguises 10:50 PM

oh yah. haiis tuddae chinese lesson was so. sad ? dunno how to describe. cus liu lao shi told us shes nort teaching next year. and she told us our holiday homework. judging from her expectations, can see that shes a fierce teacher. and tinghui said most prolly is AHBER. damnit. anw school's lame. no assembly but sexuality education. o.O not fun.

after school was sec three interclass. walao they damn er rough. yeah. burt the matches were sorta funny. esp that time when keith tried to shoot but the GK too tall for him =x he look like so scared liddat. but his shooting very pro (: . and gort alot of other incidents also. gort alot to comment on. being a scorer is embarrassing. esp when you cant find the captains o.o

oh yeah there was a fight during 3G and 3D match. erm during their half-time. ivan and jian an like buay song each other then suddenly ivan ran all the way and kicked jian an's stomach. omg scary. then some guys pull each of them larh. jian an didnt fight back -_-" thn amirul was shouting at ivan 'YOU DARE TOUCH MY MAJOR ONE MORE TIME?!' omg it was fucking scary. me and tinghui were like. dont know larh. scary jiu shi ler.

oh yah. the last few matches were postponed cause of heavy rain. o.o

&devil disguises 8:26 PM

okay so i got back hist and geog today right? hist i got 78.5 highest in class hehes (: but ge0g. geog was fuck. i didnt even know why i chose the last question in the first place. why richny why?! ru zhi jin tian, he bi dang chu. haiis. yah and i only got 4/15 for that question. it's okay richny. at least you didnt score a zero. =] oops tts mardhiah's one. hahas. oh yah. i scored 74. yah thats why i was so angry. one more damn mark to A1. and im not top few anyway. alot of people A1. nothing to be proud about.

oh yah we didnt get back our lit today. thats cus the teacher that has our exam scripts is not here. well it's okay. we got to spend both periods 'discussing' our bazaar thing. oh kenny and chenghao are. some peverted freaks =x cus janice suddenly say 'lets play soccer' thn kenny was drawing the goalie with many pecs to make him look hot. then he said he wanted to draw a girl. and he drew her half-naked despite warnings from amalya and me -_-" he damn bian tai cans. the two periods sorta became an autograph session for us. chenghao somehow got a copy of the Today In History book. then he, amalya and me started signing on every page of it. then mr ahyar sorta caught us red handed and he confiscated it. he say 'ministry pay $54 for it and you use it like that' chenghao tried to show him the pages that we didnt sign on to convince him. hahhahs. then i say 'chenghao tell us to sign on every page' then mr ahyar say to me 'your results dropped. play too much' then i say 'i where got play too much?' thn mr ahyar say' play with boys like him *points to chenghao' thn he sae to chenghao ' dun play with her. her father very fierce' thn chenghao told mr ahyar that jie choong's dad was the fierce one. yeah thn after mr ahyar confiscated that book, somehow chenghao saw other book that we can sign in. but this time, we didnt join. want to avoid trouble mahs.

well netball interclass. it was quite fast compared to yesterday's. but tmr's gonna be soooo LONG. 5.10pm. -_-" and most probably the time will extended. =/

&devil disguises 8:22 PM

this morning sucks man! omg tt tyme mardhiah making me jealous cus she take same bus with soemone then they touch some more. yahs. thn ltr i suddenly stomache rite thn make noise rite. thn suddenly ahyar come and pull me ask me stand out dere -.- i swear i hated him for that knn. oh yah thats not all! later i had to go for the netball shit and mardhiah&yg saw somebody o.o walao eh haiis.

okay today got back maths, english, higher chinese, science and literature. well maths was okay, i sorta improved (: but KENNY! ah kenny! whats wrong with me. if he can score well, means he's smart. but what the hell, he didnt revise as much as me oso wad. haiis mabe he was attentive in class. burt i was distracted by some assholes like joshua. sheesh. english well. felicia and me dropped in our standards. WTH! and higher chinese sucked as usual. but heck, i passed anw. science well dropped like 2 grades? A1 to B3 o.o burt nbermind. still sorta maintained my position in class.lit ah lit. well, all i can say that is just sucks like hell and i swear i hate lit from this day onwards. wtf ahyar still ci ji wo. YOU THINK I VERY HAPPY WITH MY RESULTS ISSIT KNN YOU THINK I WANTED THINGS TO TURN OUT THAT WAY!?

i dun tink we can finish our bazaar ting. our grp consists of fiona, amalya, janice, me, ivan, KENNY, CHENGHAO (: yah. and with those two around, i doubt anything can be done.

okay, after sku we had to do duties for sec two interclass netball ting. well it was tiring really. omg and shanti! (x hahahs. she makes a cute empire mans. lols. everytime when there's a file. it's either she didnt see it guess she did larh some were really quite obvious or she just didnt know whether to blow anot. hhaas but shes cute larh. and after the three shifts, i guess i was. erm. turn down larh. cus wynne scared me by telling me the geog ting. wtf i tink i scored 0 for one of the section b question. and one question is 15 marks. yeah wtf. im screwed. hahas. it's a pity that yg didnt stay back actually. cus someone stayed =x

oh, and donna is so cute when she plays! (x

oh yah. 2c[evonne's class] got into the finals. and erm 2A[imee's class] and 2H[wanfong's class] didnt. and jo hit the water cooler once and wanfong hit it a second time. yeah well, jo's face was DAMN scary cans. oops.

good luck for tmr's results.
best of luck to me too! i need it =x

&devil disguises 8:29 PM

so after all the excitement and stuff, i went to TM to watch Skeleton Key with mardhiah. hmms. mardhiah was quite late, but luckily the movie was later than us! well anyway, thers tis malay gerr sitting quite in front. dunno why she sit there alone also, but it's freaky! anw the show was not bad, not mentioning there are some parts which i totally didnt watch and had to ask mardhiah what happened. sry larh mardhiah hahas. better than when i was watching the maid right that one mostly i didnt watch also =x but well, the show didnt really feature any ghosts o.o but suspensing larh. i remember i jumped once when they just suddenly change scene to the house and it was raining heavily -_-" that made mardhiah laugh like dunnoe wad. paisei larh!

after the movie we went to take neos. 3 machines in all. and i spent all my money o.o haiis. hmms. the first two machines arh. CMI larrx. we were all laughing until like wad liddat. very hard to find a decent one. burt heck. it turns out to be nice anyway! and i can go laughing like crazy just by looking at some of it (x.

good luck for results people! (:

&devil disguises 10:08 PM

woohoo! my new comp just arrived! kiss my ass how happy am i! you can ask people like mardhiah. i tink i went abit sot thou. hahas. sry mardhiah! burt cus rly happy mahs. aiyah dun tink u all will understand nbermind.

oh yah i had a dream last nite. m0re of a nitemare well it's okay. cus it turned out to be a little sweeter at de end. hahas. it was a nitemare abt WAR anw. haiis. now i wish for world peace. i sorta understand abit how it feels like to hide from the troops. =/

&devil disguises 1:42 PM

0h yah remember the bitch that i mentioned like. s0me time ag0? knn if there was a pers0n that i wanna kill it w0uld be her [so mardhiah relax i w0nt kill y0u anyway, y0u are abit exaggerated] 0h fuck i d0nt kn0w why im d0ing this mans. hmms if it was last year. yeah that gl0rii0us year. me, inging and yanjun. yah. san ge chu ma. tink she will cry tu herr mummy as usual. looking like a sp0iilt brat. awww~ 16 and even crying f0r s0me stupid reasons like. getting a table [WTF?!] me listening tu s0ngs. n0rt c0ntented with aunty. 0h yah i tink she's g0nna get cancer. n0rt cursing her burt her immune system is weak and aunty said it's easy to get cancer like that. burt anyway, maybe die even faster. CAUSE SHE HATES EVERYONE IN THE WORLD. yahs. and s0 what. i tried t0 tell her n0rt tu be s0 angry and f0rgive ppl like aunty [stupid m0ve richny, c0uld haf let her just died] burt anyway, she didnt listen and sae 'i cann0t f0rgive aunty' h0w dumb 0f her burt phew. at least shes dumb en0ugh tu make herself die earlier. 0h and aunty even asked herr 'h0w c0me ure n0rt c0ntented with me?' thn she wanted tu sae 0ut burt in e end she sae 'i dun wana tell y0u' hello? ure 16 thats like s0 childish. anw aunty t0ld herr 'ni ta0 yan w0 shi ni zi ji chi kui' ooo y did she sae that?! culd haf left her in the blue right? let her die faster. cus she 0ne dae sure will ba0 xue guan 0ne.
well anyway, she had intentions 0f m0ving 0ut. im S0 HAPPY! burt dunn0 lehs. she sae mabe she wanna stay. h0w sad was i tu hear that. burt anyway, aunty say 'next year you bye bye already. thn richny gonna get her friend to stay here with us. all happy' yah true. burt i wonder how she felt when she heard that. even aunty oso dun wan her anym0re. oooo and n0rt tu mentii0n. she t0t that by c0mplaining tu her mum and stuff by using tears tu c0nvince her c0uld get away with anything. little d0es she n0e that her mum actually thinks that she study until SOT. yah. h0w nice.

well anyway, if she hates every0ne in the w0rld. why cant pe0ple hate her. oops hate is a str0ng w0rd. burt mabe tts wad i feel abt her right n0w. but anway

last w0rds tu y0u bef0re i leave the h0use fer camb0dia

'FOND [fiy it's FUCK OFF AND DIE ppl] and h0pefully y0u w0nt be tuu h0peful 0n yer results dae (: '

&devil disguises 11:32 AM

woo. tuddae celebrated YOshan's bdae (:

met tinghui, traxie, yushan, jamie, cheryl and rachiie at bedok. hhahhas yushan late l0rh. and she w0re skiirt (: jamie's legs are nice mans esp in jeans. she looks so tall o.o thn we headed fer plaza sing. 0h yah at bed0k. mardhiah t0ld me she saw s0me0ne in sku. shooting. look very cute. h0w nice . anw we took manyMANY ne0s larh. hahahs. always had tu squeeeeezeeee. n0rt tu mentii0n we spent al0t 0f tyme 0n taking ne0s. and we spent dun0 h0w l0ng tu g0 up and d0wn and finally ate AJISEN RAMEN. and g0rt very little tyme left tu eat. lucky all share. eat fasterr. thn s0 we headed tu g0lden village as quickly as we c0uld. me, tingy and trax shared a p0pc0rn c0mb0. tinghui paid lesser cus she didnt wan the driink o.o anyway the sh0w was nice (: billy martin likes it too. oh oh, not to f0rget benji. he thinks that victor looks somewhat like billy martin. hmms mabe? but it's quite sh0rt. mus haf been very hard tu pr0duce a film like this tinking they took 10 years o.o thn after tt. hmms. YOshan and me b0ught coke lollip0ps. tinghui and trax b0ught strawberry l0llip0ps. yah and h0w n0rt hygenic can we be eating it in the t0ilet. o.o

thn we headed f0r cine. yahs. i guess a crazy idea just struck tinghui like that and we started running fr0m s0merset tu cine. s0me ppl were looking at us. no surprise, if it was me i would oso feel the same way as them 'siia0 char b0rs' and we met arina dere with the cake and started to hide. and s0 fer the next few h0urs dere it was us playing hide-and-seek with yushan and cheryl. too bad cheryl was with yushan and was dragged in too. 0kay thn we started giving yushan clues by taking pic 0f the fantastic f0ur guy. sec0nd clue was y0shin0ya. thn third clue was the c0iin changer tt ting. well in the end wen we decided t0 end the 'game'. err. we at 5th floor ther. thn we lie 0n the s0fa tu 'hide' and wen YOshan came up, we sang a birthday s0ng tu herr (: hahhas i bet she was touched, was she? =x thn ltr we ate s0me 0f the cake l0rhs. thn took manyMANY ne0s agains. and squeezed even m0re o.o

thn we headed fer heerens. hu t0t 0f it in de first place? dunn0e. thn took manyMANY ne0s agains. tuddae rly took al0t 0f ne0s mans. but the machines at heerens are fuck mans. yah and after taking ne0s at 0ne fucked-up machine. well realised tt mardhiah missed-c0r me tw0 tymes. and c0red her bak 0nii tu find 0ut tt she took same train as s0me0ne o.o aniwaes after tt we finished taking 0ur ne0s and stuff. went tu HMV. thn ltr traxie, rachel, cheryl and me take train bak tu bed0k. yahs. tw0 embarrassing tings happened tu me 0n the wae o.o dun wana t0k abt it. paisei. bad news will spread fast anw. trax started t0kin abt ms nah and cambridge ting anw. wich made rachiie and me laugh lyk crazy o.o

0h and i saw f0ur gals with the same bag t_t

tuddae was l0ads 0f FUN anyway (:

&devil disguises 10:29 PM

guess what? i think im insane. i actually studies this morning. yeah ._.

&devil disguises 12:55 PM

i was driven almost to tears. but wtf, i dont think you even care do you? u said you feel the same way like me, but you dont seem like it. if you do, why do i seem like im overreacting? while you're over there, relaxed and calm thinking that i've gone crazy. it's good to see you go jealous and stuff, because i went jealous too.

oh yeah, nothing is forever. best friend?? more of bullshit. i dont think im yours, even though u clearly that you're mine. even though u may say it, but what the heck. say for the sake of saying only mah. u might say you miss me. but even if i go back, it doesnt make much difference as i am in singapore, since we dont meet and talk much. and u live on happily. so why not during the holidays? maybe you should really know that among all my best friends, you're my best. whereas for you, i dont know. i might be just one of your another close friends. if i am, please dont bullshit and say that im your best friend thanks.

oh what the fuck, why am i this sad? i dont even know myself. oh yah. cause im lame mahs. tts wad u said. true lorh i get so lame lorh. but thats cause i have nothing to say to me. i just wanted to continue talking to you. think of me as a lesbian but you're my best friend and i love you and i thought that i couldnt live without you.

it doesnt matter now anyway, i dont think you would even care.

&devil disguises 9:28 PM

woo had a great tyme tuddae. yah until jiao damn suan. first we went tu suntec. took duno how many big rounds. royal sporting house closed o.o thn headed for marina square. tat place damn creepy mans. and we were lost in ther. gort one ah pei arh go count our heads thn he was like 'yi,er,san,si,wu ge' siia0. anw thn ltr we were damn hungry and desp0 fer food. thn ltr we tot 4th floor gort food court. thn we took staircase tt tyme. we ended up. errr. lets not tok abt it. in the end had tu eat long johns. hahhas. thn third place we went was cineleisure. walao jiao damn suan noe. haiis. walk here walk dere. took neos and stuff. 0mg. saw al0t of tk ppls including imee's grp. lols. burt really larh very tired.

BUT HAD LOADS OF FUN
i <3 tinghui, arina, rachel, jamie! (:

&devil disguises 8:30 PM

well j0el madden has pr0ven tu be an assh0le =x 0kay fans 0ut ther dun kill me. i l0ve him too. burt he cheated on hilary f0r lindsay! tts like 0mg. lindsay is such a bitch. =x well j0el claims that ther are many tings tt he can d0 with lindsay burt cann0t d0 with hilary and that hilary is too y0ung f0r him. well wtf wad d0es he mean? sex arh huhs?! and he sae he stead with hilary jus f0r m0ney wth. hilary is like 14556486123 better thn lindsay l0rh. and tt lindsay always steals hilary's h0th0t bf. last tyme aar0n carter and n0w j0el madden hu is even h0tter :p bitch. and she recently had an0ther car accident. HAHAHA! SERVE YOU RIGHT. well anyway, they thought that hilary did it. i d0ubt s0 burt even if it was true, im still supporting hilary (:

an0ther st0ry i heard tuddae.
chad and s0phia. they're n0w seperated 0mg. hmmx tt tyme they were t0king 0n the f0ne. thn ltr chad like hear n0 v0ice thn he th0t s0phia was like. hung up alr. burt she didnt larh. thn he jus put de f0ne at a side first. thn he t0k tu his fren. thn he sae he hook up with paris twice while filming h0use 0f wax. 0mg. paris hilt0n is like. haiis f0rget it.

&devil disguises 6:54 PM

well i took the 6.55 bus tuddae burt guess wad. i didnt see 31. h0w sad. wads m0re g0 sku saw sth agains wich i guess made yg quite jeal0us. n0rt tu mentii0n jane and sanjana cus she asked me 'd0 u see wad i see?' sadd.

g0 tu sku. study chinese. stress stress stress! sweating like hell as suaul. burt tuddae was WET! bell ring g0 d0wn tt tyme still mem0rising and stuff and i tink i sh0uted abit. oops =x rly very stress mans. wala0 chinese l0rhs. sku quite empty tuddae.

0h yah. thers a tear in my skirt 0mg. cus faizzah back-face me. thn i back-face her meaning i face the whiteboard. thn wen i m0ve tt tyme. my skirt brush against the metal ting. thn t0rn 0mg. paper was quite 0kay. n0rt tt bad larhs.

after tt we had tu wait fer listening. t0t can g0 up alr in the end had tu wait fer the sec threes zzz. s0 n0isy sia hahas dun0 y cherrs nber sc0ld. wala0 d0wnstairs alr wait s0 l0ng g0 up s0 squeezy still hafta wait fer sec threes. thn had the bloody lame listening crap. wich t0tally wasted my half an h0ur 0f my life.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELICIA
may all your wishes come true (:
KT tu be yerr g0d-br0

&devil disguises 6:27 PM

well well. t0day's lit. hmms. i tink im g0nna flunk it based 0n wad erfi said. OH MY FUCK.

after sku while waiting fer 10am tu c0me. thn i jus read harry p0tter first. s0me0nes hair was s0 easy tu distinguish right yg? (; thn ltr g0 up tu see muhammad. he was s0 kind and niice. i t0t he was g0nna sc0ld. thn he t0k nicely tu me l0rh. i t0ld him my truthful reas0n. which was im n0rt interested. he sae wad it's a good course and everything and i shld g0. in the end he tell me g0 see dm myself 0mg. thn wen i give herr, i sae 'im n0rt g0ing' thn she sae 'u're n0rt g0ing? s0 i just strike 0ff yerr name 0k' im like WTF SO EASY?! scare me fer nth

thn ltr i read harry p0tter at bus st0p and l0st track 0f tyme. i missed al0t 0f bus. until finally i decided tu take the nxt bus which c0mes. which unf0rtunately is 33. thn i jus c0ntinue reading harry p0tter. thn ltr i felt lyk v0mitting. thn i st0p reading larh. reach bed0k thn drink al0t 0f water. thn ltr arh. i take 40 mahs. wala0 cann0t tahan i really v0mitted mans. lucky i sit at de bak n0b0dy n0e. lucky i g0rt tissue. de ride h0me was s0 xin ku mans. thn ltr i came h0me thn i finally v0mitted everything 0ut after i tahan fer s0 l0ng. thn i sleep l0rh. haiis.

inging d0esnt l0ve me anym0re =/

&devil disguises 3:21 PM

woo tis m0rn amalya decided tu take 40 s0 that she might see s0me0ne which she didnt in the end. sadded ferr her =x burt anw wen i reach bus st0p rachel came too. s0 we 3 went tu sku tugeta. AND I DIDNT BRING MY TIE. well anw, wen we reach tkg bus st0p and cr0ssed the r0ad, guess what? hehes (: and s0 i walked all the way tu class with0ut refilling my water b0ttle and refill it at sec three level[2nd floor] instead. and guess what again? :p

maths paper 1. it was 0kay. die in factorisatii0n.
maths paper 2:it was EASY! :p
avg: 0kay paper.

(:

&devil disguises 12:58 PM

MY WISHLIST (:

1)good results [PLEASE PLEASE OH PLEASE!]
2)Saint Houng to have a speedy recovery [can larh chinese medicine works wonders]
3)have enough money to do the things i wanna do and buy the things i wanna buy after exams
4)help mardhiah accpmplish her mission (x
5)accomplish my mission
6)computer to faster arrive [DAMNIT HOW LONG HAVE I WAITED?!]
7)get inging's present [others can owe but hers cannot. sorry laopo]
8)manyMANY songs! [with mardhiah and zhafri around, dun need to worry! perfect couple =x]
9)grow taller t_t

PRIORITIES: 1,4,5
hehes. mardhiah touched?=x

GOOD LUCK FER THE REST OF THE PAPERS PEOPLE! DONT STOP MUGGING!

&devil disguises 10:29 PM

woohoo!! yg's dream rawk too mans. bwahahaha (x wah l0ve it. minus the vii0lence part. thn perfect alr l0ls.

&devil disguises 10:37 AM

hees mardhiah i've kept my w0rd 0f bl0gging abt y0u and zhaf =x

tis m0rn arh. mardhiah yg and me were sitting 0utside 1b revising 0urr ge0g. thn suddenly zhaf came larh. thn mardhiah 0ver dere smile smile until like wad liddat. thn wen he walk past us i tink he g0rt catch a glimpse 0f us. 0r mabe 0nii at mardhiah? HEHES. thn i sae 'walao s0 da0 eh nber sae hi tu ppl 0ne' burt he didnt react. act deaf 0nly mabe. thn i sae 'hi zhafri' 0bvi0usly i wanted him tu sae hi tu mardhiah rite cus i dun n0rmally sae hi tu him 0ne. budden he turn back and sae '0h hi' with that act blur smile which i guess made mardhiah melt.
thn basketball c0urt tt ting. u all n0e alr larh.

thn jus n0w rite. cus zhaf was 0nline. thn i c0r mardhiah thn i sae 'eh faster c0me 0nline zhaf 0nline n0w' . thn her reactii0n damn farni. she sae 'huh 0kay 0kay' l0ls. burt kena delay cus 0b herr br0. she tried tellin her br0 t0 g0 awae by saying 'i need tu d0 sth impt' 0r s0mething like that. thn her br0 sae '0hh zhafri arh' thn she sae 'n0 larh' hhahahs. i hafta admit that herr br0 is smart =x

hehes. and mardhiah arh. wah. her feelings s0 str0ng 0ne. see herr friendster pr0file damn t0uching.


SHOUTOUT TO MARDHIAH: hehes. an entry 0b maii bl0g jus dedicated t0 the b0th 0b y0u. like i pr0mised, i've kept my w0rd. hahhas.

&devil disguises 11:15 PM

wooo tuddae's ge0g rawks! i t0t i was g0na die burt in de end it was 0kay l0rh. hees.
hmms we had 1h0ur 0b recess. wen walking at the basketball c0urt tu canteen tt tyme damn niice. hees
0h yah mardhiah arh. dut n0e wad they d0iin mans. sit in de middle of basketball c0urt. siia0. i tink is cus mardhiah wana look at s0me0ne a the fitness c0rner dere larh h0rh.
LAUGH PLEASE

chinese paper die. g0ng han is 0kay burt xin wen hua ti arh. i f0rg0t the f0rmat mans. damnit die.

woohoo wen walking d0wn 0verhead bridge at bus st0p and in the bus beri niice. (:

0h yah at yg bus st0p dere. 0pp side de bus st0p rite. thn g0rt 0ne 608 pass ther larh. the bus empty mans. 0nii g0rt driver and an0ther 0b their ppl. and the wh0le bus is empty. cus tt 0ne testing 0nii larh i tink. thn g0rt 0ne BLACK umbrella in the bus. and it's 0pened. thn g0rt 0ne white piece 0b cloth hanging in the in fr0nt seats. scary rite. thn reminds me 0b tt time i take 608 frm herr hse os0. thn wen the bus door havent 0pen yet rite. thn i saw 0ne indian man sittin dere resting his head on the seat in fr0nt ob him. thn wen i g0 up the bus tt tyme n0b0dy was at tt seat 0mg!

thn ltr walkiin h0me tt tyme. g0rt tis 0ld man arh. he wear cl0thes like gu dai liddat. red s0mem0re 0mg. thn yah larh. looks like gu dai 0ne l0rhs. thn he walk tt tyme si qi shen shen 0ne. n0 life 0ne =x thn looking straight at me s0mem0re 0mg =x thn i damn freaked 0ut larh. thn i take de-t0ur. scary.

&devil disguises 2:42 PM

ytd hist was 0kay larh. h0pefully i can get A1. burt tuddae science is i dut n0e lerrx. mabe n0rt lerrx l0rh. zzz siianx.

0h yah zhaf sucks. =x sry mardhiah if yerr reading tis. he g0 and make me haf my 0ld chaiir again. de 0ne tt was infested with lizards. and made me kena 'sc0lded' by mr ahyar.

tmr's ge0g. i tink im g0na fail. wala0 t0k 0n f0ne wiid yg distract my studies mans! 0mg mid year i rmb i t0ld her n0rt tu sms and stuff. 0mg 0mg 0mg wad happened tu me?!!?!?! wers my determinati0n? SHIT. damn damn.

i regret g0in tu tkg bus st0p tuddae mans!~ siian

GOOD LUCK PEOPLE FOR TOMMOROW'S GEOG PAPER
JIA YOU AND YOU CAN DO IT! (:
GOOD LUCK TO ME TOO =X

&devil disguises 5:35 PM

YAYS!~ i finished hist0ry revisi0n alr! woohoos! weees~ ask me anything and i'll sure n0e h0w tu ans. burt my greatest w0rry n0w is ge0g. 0mg larh. natural vegetati0n is a big =o

GOOD LUCK PEOPLE FOR TOMORROW! LOADS OF LUCK TO ME TOO =X
JIA YOU PPLS! YOU CAN DO IT! (:

&devil disguises 11:02 PM

woohoo. hmms m0rns are great these few daes. walk in with tw0 ppls tuddae. anw i t0ld amalya tu wait f0r me thn we walk in t0gether l0rh.

tmr's the day! good luck peoples!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHEAREN! <3

&devil disguises 6:02 AM

after what happened t0day,
i am happy to declare that,

MUHAMMAD SUCKS (:

he sucks to the damn c0re. sc0ld me alr stil n0rt en0ugh. still made me buy s0cks. asshole!

woohoo! i tink i sh0uld g0 tu sku wiid amalya m0re. cus tuddae walk in wiid s0me0ne.

0h yah. im s0 c0ntented wiid maiiself. i actually mem0rised ab0ut 3/5 0f the external events crap alr. wooo. i damn happy man. even my chpt 5 arh. osh0 can mem0rise l0rh. d0se tt i cann0t mem0rise derhs n0w can alr. weees (:

i tink im g0in bak on the 29. and my dad c0rs it late. he saes its the max he all0ws me tu stay in singap0re. 0h mans im g0na miis maii harry p0tter. daniel radcliffe. =/

good luck fer FYE (:
<3

&devil disguises 7:42 PM

ther are just some people i the world who are just so selfish. it's like everything they do, they just think of themselves in everything they do. well it might be indirect. but in some things that they say. some things that they do. it just all rounds up to benefit themselves. you just feel like slapping his or her face and wonder why he or she is doing this. if you are going through this, fret not people! me too! but dont worry, just walk back. and tell then straight in their face their motive. they will have that guilty look on their face and will be wondering how you know[it's obvious durh!] and try to find excuses. [but make sure you reallly know their motive first larh ltr ownself paisei] but hopefully you have the courage to confront him or her. keeping it to youself is hard. oh but yeah. it sucks when the person sooo loves to cry. and later she will send you smses saying how hurt is she, and make it sound like you did something realll badd. and hafta apologise saying how sorry you are. fuck. those people you have your own rights too.

im letting out my feelings simply because i just cant take it anymore. no offense taken. oh yeah even if i offended you by doing this, but please bear in mind that i was offended too. and i think i was forced to do this because i wont normally do stuff like this. and it so happens that this person lives in the same room as me. how wonderful!

fuck you (:

&devil disguises 10:24 PM

this is a sh0ut0ut tu mardhiah :

NEXT TIME YOU BROWSE MY BLOG, PLEASE TAG THANKS! HEHES

:D

&devil disguises 8:19 PM

im still sick! hahhahas. lesser headache, m0re c0ugh!
pity please!

yg actually claims my s0re thr0at v0iice is sexy wth t_t burt tis remiinds me 0b last year. wen i had a s0re thr0at fer a VERY LONG TIME. dut n0e h0w many m0nths. at first all sae i s0und weird. thn ltr iing and farizah sae my v0iice is sexy wtf. speaking 0f farizah, i havent seen herr f0r l0ng. miss her l0ads mans!

exams in three daes. woohoo! mugging is liike soooo fun i just cant st0p! x_x

&devil disguises 2:08 PM

if you believe it's in my soul
i'd say all the words that i know
just to see if it would show
that im trying to let you know
that im better off on my own

hand in mine into your icy blue
and then i'd say to you
we can take to the highway
with this trunk of ammunition too
i'll end my days with you
in a hail of bullets
im trying, im trying
to let you know
just how much you mean to me
and after all the things we put each other through and
i will drive until the end with you

here i am once again
im torn into pieces
cant deny it cant pretend
just thought your were the one
broken up deep inside
but you wont get to see the tears i cry
behind these hazel eyes

hello there
the angel fromn my nightmare
the shadow in the background of the morgue
the unsuspecting victim
of darkness in the valley
we can live like jack and sally if we want
where you can always find me
we'll have halloween on chiristmas
and in the night we'll wish never ends
we'll wish this never ends
where are you
and im so sorry
i cannot sleep i cannot dream tonight
i need somebody and always
this sick strange darkness
comes creeping on so haunting everytime
and as i stared i counted
the webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight
dont waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head
i miss you

the drops of rain they fall all over
this awkward silence makes me crazy
the glow inside lights upon her
i'll try to kiss you if you let me
this cant be the end
tidal waves they rip right through me
tears from eyes worn cold and sad
pick me up now
i need you so bad

:D

&devil disguises 3:42 PM

HAPPY CHILDRENS DAY!
alth0ugh i d0nt have the previlege tu celebrate it, but 0h well. ii still can rmb last yr childrens day. it will be the m0st mem0rable 0ne larh. eat dun0 h0w many slices 0b pizza until damn bl0ated.

haiis dad came tu singap0re tuddae. wala0 i jus n0e he came wen he arrived l0rh. anw he t0ld me abt my br0. man haiis i dun0 wads g0tten int0 hiim. i wana slap hiim. he cant d0 tis l0rh. make my mum cry everyday. my family is falling apart larh liddat. haiis. just h0pe tings will bec0me better. i wana cry sia y liddat. will pray (:

damnit y must i be sick at this p0iint 0b tyme?!?!
exams in 4 daes time. SHIT!

&devil disguises 3:10 PM

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